Surefooted…

By / Date: December 29th, 2012

Standing on the jagged teeth of change It is uncomfortable It is everything I signed up for I do not shrink I fucking want this Exhilaration Beyond the fear The sheer naked terror Of running hard toward a wall That somewhere deep within I believe exists And refusing to accept it Refusing to limit my […]

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Beyond the old edge

By / Date: December 22nd, 2012

I rip the guts out of my old words There is no cowering within I want to fuck I want to taste, to sweat, to moan, to surrender And leave words in their rightful, smaller place Goddamn it. They are not strong enough to contain or express THIS. LIFE. FORCE… That rips from my heart […]

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Solstice past

By / Date: December 21st, 2012

What to say At the beginning? It has been cold, this desert Where nothing flowers But the skies at night have been immense, limitless Trust me As the rich, fertile ground In which you can stand and stretch from this long sleep To witness your awakening is my greatest desire The truth lies in the […]

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What news?

By / Date: December 12th, 2012

From the front? Where the Queen is revealed And speaks for the first time Where the King is revered And offers blessing Where the Knight sits in Vigil Conquering the demons of his mind… What then comes next? What then cannot come next! The stage is set, the actors gather And the curtain is about […]

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Figured it out

By / Date: December 2nd, 2012

The feeling is loneliness Slow, dull, heart-rending, tearing me apart, again I get glimpses of another way, another set of feelings that is possible Between and within US And in the mean time, my heart is being hollowed out by sorrow Longing for it to be filled An analogy Khalil Gibrain would be proud of […]

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Fuck it…

By / Date: December 2nd, 2012

I pulled up the window And now do not know what to type An intense evening And I am drunk And it is time for sleep I will figure out what this means tomorrow

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