Embracing my revolution

By / Date: March 31st, 2017

Sitting on the 24th floor, laptop in the position its name suggests – and pulling together the diverse experiences of the last week. I just gave my talk in the last session on the last day of the conference; ‘Embracing the Revolution in Radio Testing’. I have spoken in front of many groups over many […]

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Pilgrimage

By / Date: March 29th, 2017

Last summer I was in San Francisco for a day before coming home to Canada with my boys. We had just done an 11 day, 2500mile road trip. The kids were exhausted by the distance we had covered and all we had seen. There was one more thing I wanted to see – and on […]

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Net

By / Date: March 25th, 2017

Ego is the net That catches All the crap You are not Make the holes bigger You are everything

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something

By / Date: March 24th, 2017

There is something here The uninterrupted cloth of my mind Too flat Punctuated by a thorn Thank God A little thing only felt as I run My hand across its smoothness   I think it is the tip Of the whole point   How come you are here?   What do you have to teach me? […]

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this moment

By / Date: March 18th, 2017

Breathing in I feel into it the tears well the gasp as I try to hold balance? Let them come   No idea No plan No agenda No fucking clue   The only thing that hurts is letting go of pain this moment is perfect  

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Pickup up the thread…

By / Date: March 17th, 2017

This continues to be quite the trip. Last week I had my last EMDR session – for now. I sensed the need to step back and integrate what had just unfolded over the first few sessions. What bought me to this in the first place was the desire to get past an underlying place of […]

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overheard on a recent telephone

By / Date: March 8th, 2017

“I never know how to end these conversations.” “Me neither. How about we never end them?” “Deal.”  

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anniversary

By / Date: March 6th, 2017

…of? This first weekend in March 2016, a year ago, I was working my way out of a serious funk. I did it. This post is a celebration of sorts – and a recognition of what passed. A completion. And it is creating a clearing; space for what comes next; I think I need all […]

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Half-baked Dharma

By / Date: March 4th, 2017

It begins in Ireland – Eire. Not chronologically. Not quite. Early in 1998 I attended a retreat at Dzogchen Beara in West Cork – just outside Castletownbeare at a place called ‘Garranes’ with Sogyal Rinpoche. In my 20s I had, after the loan of Steven Levine’s ‘A Gradual Awakening’ from a friend got interested in […]

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below the surface

By / Date: March 4th, 2017

We speak in icebergs The brief musical sound above vastness – barely scratched meaning Shifting; moving into place With immense, slow Perfect movements   How is it that this ease Shifts the entire world?   How is it I know you? These massive puzzle pieces Move with infinite grace Along ancient aligned edges Into the suddenly obvious With […]

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