below the surface

By / Date: March 4th, 2017

We speak in icebergs The brief musical sound above vastness – barely scratched meaning Shifting; moving into place With immense, slow Perfect movements   How is it that this ease Shifts the entire world?   How is it I know you? These massive puzzle pieces Move with infinite grace Along ancient aligned edges Into the suddenly obvious With […]

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Grandmother spider

By / Date: March 3rd, 2017

The Jewelled Spider – dream 12Jan2017 That evening I had been out on a date. I had a sudden sharp cold show up, and so whilst I had it in me to go out and talk – I was careful with contact and my energy. I had a good evening. It stirred a lot for me; […]

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twisty

By / Date: March 2nd, 2017

There is way too much Going on To deal in straight lines Points on a curve One at a time   Life does not line up   More than one dimension On each page Makes this kinda fractal   Goedel was on (to) something…

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zeit, liebe, gleich

By / Date: March 1st, 2017

In this moment THIS ONE The breakdown AND through The lightning Thunder – raw The edge of heart does not know The bars of the cage you created Unstoppable – unstopped Why look anywhere else? THIS is HERE NOW Take it, RECEIVE it Don’t forget to breathe No idea what this one is about 😉

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The Possibility of Fire

By / Date: February 28th, 2017

Oh my God What have you started? The fuel Old, dried out, worn Not fit for purpose Was never meant to last Beyond its ‘sell by date’ By several decades   The tinder Is in this infinitesimal Right The fuck Now   About. Fucking. Time.   I am saying ‘Fuck’ a lot. Good. Last night […]

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keep it safe, stupid…

By / Date: February 27th, 2017

Put it in a box With just enough space to move Food and water Not fed too much Kept small   If it ever gets out It will ruin your life Break you from the inside out Tear away your smallness Leaving your magnificent nakedness Nowhere to hide   The four-letter word Stops you Its deafening name Will shatter […]

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on its head

By / Date: February 25th, 2017

I used to offer A quivering messy heart Shakily held In sweaty anxious hands Convinced I had one chance And to drop it would be disaster   Then spent nights Brushing off the dust and dirt From the inevitable fall Of what I imagined my heart to be   Fucking bullshit   THIS actual HEART […]

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edge of understanding

By / Date: February 24th, 2017

I fell Woke before I landed Every time Never remembering The undefended smash of head and shoulder into the rocks   The other body never woke Unable to bear The loss It was left   Another life needed To close the door   Not much more to say here now. Going deep into either my imagination […]

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working with fire

By / Date: February 19th, 2017

“Set your life on fire. Seek those who fan your flames.” – Rumi I have mused that the last six months has seen a huge change in who I am spending time with and the conversations I am having. There is deep passion and fire here; a quickening. This last week marks a transition; a shift. […]

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it did not work

By / Date: February 17th, 2017

That attempt to protect me from fire It did not work I was not listening I am still not listening This has been a crazy week. There is far more to write here than I will allow myself right now. With support it has been going deeper and further into my memories than I have ventured […]

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