The eye of the lens

By / Date: March 1st, 2013

I am interpreting everything I have evidence For who you are being It colours Everything I see And I know It is all bullshit It isn’t you It isn’t me And this isn’t Kansas anymore…

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And on this day

By / Date: February 28th, 2013

I declare my knowing Of all my truth And what follows Is clear Powerful Scary-as-fuck Bliss I fear the next steps and embrace them With a love That consumes all Removes pretense And I am naked, true and strong And standing in a new place.

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Awoken

By / Date: February 21st, 2013

To the knowing that there is no way that everything should be And my heart is pumping toward a place where everything begins I think I am beginning to understand…

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Don’t I dare

By / Date: February 20th, 2013

To step out of this straitjacket The only movement needed Is to choose release To choose for a real freedom That I create That I call to myself That I realize That I am All else follows

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And with every…

By / Date: February 19th, 2013

Words that should be a waterfall Of feeling, depth, vulnerability Are compacted and turned to shit That seems to fall out of me like some stinking brown expression Are my words excreted? I do not feel like I am taking a dump But why do I get the sense That you cannot stand the smell? […]

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What now?

By / Date: February 18th, 2013

What is not possible? When I yearn and cannot quite reach When I try only to come up short My fingers stretching beyond this world I must choose another Learn to walk its forests, it shores And climb its mountains From where I can unfold, reach up And touch the face of the moon The […]

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attended

By / Date: January 7th, 2013

There is no waiting Worth the time it takes Virtuous patience might be all the excuse needed To avoid being here, now Creating If not me, who is there To push the shoot towards the light And realize the perfect flowering Of right now

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connection

By / Date: January 4th, 2013

it is not made of words cannot be caught in a glance knowing the immense perfected feeling; swelling, filling heart-space through the infinite nothingness that separates us – not The ego’s poor cousin cannot bear the weight of the word bring your open heart into the small hours join me let us listen deeply and touch

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Surefooted…

By / Date: December 29th, 2012

Standing on the jagged teeth of change It is uncomfortable It is everything I signed up for I do not shrink I fucking want this Exhilaration Beyond the fear The sheer naked terror Of running hard toward a wall That somewhere deep within I believe exists And refusing to accept it Refusing to limit my […]

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Beyond the old edge

By / Date: December 22nd, 2012

I rip the guts out of my old words There is no cowering within I want to fuck I want to taste, to sweat, to moan, to surrender And leave words in their rightful, smaller place Goddamn it. They are not strong enough to contain or express THIS. LIFE. FORCE… That rips from my heart […]

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